Wow! I can’t believe I am finally twenty-one. When I see back I still remember seeing me as a teenager and to be honest, today feels really weird. I don’t know why but it feels like I have wasted the last 21 years of my life without doing anything at all. And today I am writing this blog as a way to celebrate my birthday; I just feel like going back to the memory lane and see how these last 21 years have been.
So let’s start with the very beginning, I was born on 27th September 1999 at around 5:30 A.M and ever since that day I have been trying to find my purpose, I know it feels weird talking about this subject when I am 21 but yeah some realizations don’t require us to be old. I have been an over-thinker and I am a lot more future-oriented, and what I mostly contemplate about is death. Because death is a harsh truth and life is a beautiful lie.
See I again deviated from the topic, but today I am going to write whatever comes to my mind and I won’t hesitate or think twice before writing anything. So yeah my life has been a beautiful lie till now, mostly because I don’t know what my purpose is and because I feel like I have not enjoyed my life to the fullest.
But how can my life be even a beautiful lie if I think I have not enjoyed it, well its simple to understand, we as human we don’t want to be blessed with something big, we don’t want to get all our dreams fulfilled, because our lives would be boring if we get what we desire and therefore we feel satisfied and blessed with the small things that people do for us. The biggest emotion in the world is love and we all long for it. The biggest feeling we want in this world is to love and to be loved because love makes our lives a bit meaningful. But continuing the discussion we all need a purpose because we can’t live life until we have a purpose, we can’t live life until we know what we want to do and we keep on chasing the next thing we see, let it be money, jobs, love, anything we all chase after it.
And I feel I have been doing the same thing for the last 21 years, running behind the things that seem attractive, and yes here I am talking about fame. I have always desired to be famous; I always wanted to leave a legacy because oblivion is the thing that I am scared of most. I wanted to be recognised even centuries after I have died and I do always dream about it, but being 21 makes you a bit mature, and yeah I have matured a little, I now realise the fact that its important to live then to dream because the tiny things we do make an impact on the lives of other and everything we do has some kind of effect on the humanity. And one of the harsh truth about life is that we cannot be a person influencing and affecting everyone’s life, however, it might be invisible or not be relevant at that moment, but in the long run, we all can see that impact.
The best example to explain this is what happens in the world. Fires in California, global warming, melting of the glaciers and whatnot. All of this does not happen in a day, it’s the impact of what we humans have been doing to this earth and similarly, this blog, however, may not be read by many people right now, maybe no one will ever read it ever but surely it will have some impact on the one reading it and if not then there will be some impact on me and so this is how it all works.
Coming back to my memory lane I have not done anything as impactful yet but I sure hope of doing something soon, something that will change the course of nature, something that will be beneficial for the people, something that will have a long-lasting impression and something that would have been my purpose to take birth in this world.
So, on this occasion of my birthday when I can’t go out with friends and enjoy my birthday I am changing the course of things and I am writing this blog just to create a memory of how I celebrated my birthday during corona. I didn’t plan to do anything special I have just planned to make the most of my day and that is what I will be doing for the day.
I am also going to launch a new show on my Youtube channel called “ Get motivated with Vibhor Tewari.” Where I will be speaking about motivational stuff and other than that I will also be writing the first blog in the experiences of life blog and will also be launching the first episode of experiences of life podcast.
Finally, I would like to thank you all for taking out your time to read this blog, even though it was meaningless, but which might create an impact on someone and also I would like to thank all my friends for their amazing birthday wishes and videos that they made for me. I feel blessed to have friends and supporters like you, my life would have been a lot meaningless without you. Thank you for being such an important part of my life.
And before I close this I would like to wish myself a very happy birthday for the amazing life I had given myself and also like to show immense gratitude to the fact that I am trying to do something regardless of what others think about me. Maybe I finally get out of my comfort zone. Thank you.
P.S. I am also attaching some of the pics I took today and I don’t know why I did it.
